看到花粉的队伍在不断的壮大中, 真得很为开花开心. 相对于最初喜欢上开花是那种遇知音的喜悦, 现在的开心是一种更为复杂的感觉, 如果要总结成为一个简单的形容词的话, 那就是ADDICTIVE!!!
想当年,注意到ORLANDO和很多人一样, 是从LOTR开始.没有一个看过LOTR的人可以否认ORLANDO在里面的光彩. 可是, 再美的精灵也没有让我陷入不可自拔的地步. 直到一个偶然的机会 (2002年上BBC GRAHAM NORTON 的节目), 我这个一向远离的尘世的 “天使”, 就被这位精灵神射手那不受束缚,天真烂漫的傻笑一箭射中, 从此落入花粉的世界而不可自拔. 所以可以这么说, 是ORLANDO那感染里极强的个人魅力征服了所有的花粉.
记得, 论坛里曾做过确 “怎样喜欢开花的”的调查, 当时的我毫不犹豫得选择了像自己亲人般的喜爱. 因为那是的我已经深知对于ORLANDO的喜爱已经不再那不简单,随着时间的推移, 他已经不再是一个我单纯欣赏的艺人, 他成为我生活的一部分, 成为我关心,牵挂,不可切割的一部分. 当初单纯的喜欢,发展成为关心, 担心, 繁心, 和无数无法形容感觉的复杂组合.
开心,
为有这么多喜欢他的人而感到无比喜悦;
操心,
为他下一个PROJECT没有着落而感到心神不安;
牵挂,
为他即将上映的作品的评论而牵肠挂肚;
担心,
为他是否承受的了被重重负面评论而否定而担心;
开心,
为他可以从新找回自我而开心不已;
操心,
为他那一天到晚那千篇一律不变的着装而操心;
(虽然, 就算穿宽松牛仔裤,白色T-SHIRT他还是超级迷人);
牵挂,
为他能否摆脱Vanity Fair的影响, 走自己想要走的路,achieve自己最初的目标而牵肠挂肚;
担心,
为那些八卦杂志上一天到晚乱七八糟的不实新闻对他专业形象的负面影响而担心不已;
.......
.......
.......
这样那样复杂的感情相信很多花粉都有身有同感.
曾几何时,对于自己可以为了一个从未见面的 “陌生人”付出这么多的感情,尽力,和时间, 所以, 当jack在 Brokenback Mountain 中对Ennis说出那句 I wish I knew how to quit you, 我可以深刻体会到Ennis那种想要 “爱” “恨”交加的复杂感情.
Kelly Clarkson有一首歌, Addicted就是这种复杂, 而又addictive感情的真实写照.
"Addicted"
It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in my head
Are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways
If I don't give you up now
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
经过了这么多, 在ORLANDO即将踏入三十而立这个对于所有男人来说来应该有所建树的阶段,我在这里衷心的祝福ORLANDO:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
MAY YOUR EVERY DREAM COME TRUE!
不求你所有的作品都成为blockbuster, 只求你能找到happiness
May you find all the happiness you deserve!
No matter what, I am happy, as long as,
YOU, ORLNADO BLOOM, HAPPY!!!
WARNING !!! ORLANDO BLOOM IS HIGHLY ADDICITIVE!
|